From the recording Remission
Dylan Disaster - Lead vocals, acoustic guitar, rhythm guitar
Austin Mitchell - Bass, backup vocals
Jordan Leake - Lead guitar
Ky Williams - Drums
Lyrics
Here I go
Losing control
Maybe I never
Had any at all
I can't escape the weight of all the things I've done
But it comes and goes
Like a wrecking ball
Tearing through
Breaking down my walls
I can't escape the weight of all the songs I've sung
My heart is racing
I can feel each beat
The sound is pounding in my head on repeat
If I'm not choking
I can barely breath
The worst is over
Or so it seems
When did I go
Down the rabbit hole
Is it all
Mirrors and smoke
I can't escape the weight of all the things I've done and
I can't escape the weight of all the songs I've sung
My heart is racing
I can feel each beat
The sound is pounding
In my head on repeat
If I'm not choking
I can barely breath
The worst is over
Or so it seems
When panic's seeping in it becomes too hard to breathe
All the colors and the shapes start bleeding and it becomes too hard to see
Panic's seeping in and I keep trying to break away
Sometimes I wish I wasn't the way I am but it's just too hard to change
My heart is racing
I can feel each beat
The sound is pounding
In my head on repeat
If I'm not choking
I can barely breath
The worst is over
Or so it seems